By: justine smith

justine smith — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 22:36:18 +0000

Hello
I had a car accident and lost my boyfriend and I was very ill,physically and emotionally, this was 7 years ago and I have had counselling over the years,i am still not coping to well with this, which isn’t helping my confidence and concentration, I have moved 10 times in 7 years,at the times I moved I was happy with the move and hoping this would help me then when things got on top of me I run away. I am sick of this, I need help,my mind doesn’t rest and I worry every minute about stupid things,I don’t have a job, which is making me ill with worry,negative thoughts and I am losing my family and friends.
I am 24 at the moment,I am letting my house out that I bought 6 months ago (moving again, worrying and negative thoughts.) The only thing I can do now is move in with my parents,which is not going to help me as they live in the middle of no where with no bus routes, I cant make other decisions to help myself, I feel confused, lonely and helpless. I don’t drive so I have to re lie on my parents to take me anywhere which they don’t have time they do there best to try to help me but I keep pushing them away, I try not to but I know I need help but they don’t think I do. I have a holiday booked for the 8 th august for two weeks but my mind just keeps saying I need help and I am worrying about the holiday, I cant decide if i should go as i will have to come back and still be fighting my feelings and thoughts, i just want some help soon as possible so i can get my life on track and start to live a normal life.
I so hope you can put me in the right direction,isn’t my health most important, i feel i need one to one care,i am on anti-depressants that are not working because i need to help people that really need help,i love volunteering. Please contact me by email or mobile,
Thank you
Justine

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